2 separate and amazingly love-filled events.

What did you ask for?: A 40th birthday celebration.

What did you receive? : 2 separate and amazingly love-filled events. The first was all women at a magical hot springs. The 2nd was a weekend party with friends from all over the globe.

How did you feel? Did you believe it was already there? Did you allow it to show up? : I felt anxious because I typically do my own planning and need to be in control of things. Also a lot of stories from the past had kept me feeling like I was burdening people by asking to be celebrated. 
I surrendered to the people I love and set a very strong intention to allow myself to receive the love they have for me. It was transformative on the deepest levels